%0 Journal Article %T "Se pudesse ressurgir, viria como o vento". Narrativas da dor: corporalidade e emo£¿£¿es na experi¨ºncia da travestilidade %A Figueiredo %A Adrianna %J Sexualidad, Salud y Sociedad (Rio de Janeiro) %D 2011 %I Centro Latinoamericano de Sexualidad y Derechos Humanos %R 10.1590/S1984-64872011000300005 %X based on empirical research with a group of seven transvestis, ages 23 to 40, residents of the city of recife, pernambuco, brazil, this article addresses the way tactics of body modification are performed, re-invented, and lived as central elements of emotional identification in the transvesti experience. narratives of pain illustrate the operation of two languages in transvestis' networks of affection, formulated by a dual qualification of pain. within what we call a 'language of satisfaction,' the pain, risks and danger involved in metamorphic procedures of body self-construction mean little vis-¨¤-vis the satisfaction brought by their results, in face of the desire for transformation that moves them. in contrast, a 'political language,' based on shared histories of social abjection, makes use of the negative symbolic content of pain as ominous to signify travestis' relation with the larger society. %K transvesti %K embodiment %K emotions %K pain %K sexuality. %U http://www.scielo.br/scielo.php?script=sci_abstract&pid=S1984-64872011000300005&lng=en&nrm=iso&tlng=en